Not what I expected

The news I got today was not what I expected....I thought after I had the additional urine test this morning  that my surgeon would say "yes" we are a go or "No"  we are postponing.  The information I got from the surgeon's office was ....the test this am still showed cells that shouldn't be there....like it was contaminated...but shouldn't be because it was done by catheter...so.....She is having me come in to the hospital tomorrow at 7:45 a.m. (like planned ) they will retest again and if the result is the same...she will make a decision at that time whether or not we go forward with the surgery.   Yes..that's right a decision am tomorrow whether I am having surgery tomorrow. Even if the test is the same ..I will be getting antibiotic so that might let them go ahead.  You can't make this stuff up.  I am glad I titled this "My Journey" because ... it is a journey for sure.